As I study dead poets as tortured as I am, mentally speaking, new poets/writers to come, all better than I am, are going to get motivated. Because they will see I am not as good as my writings will be. It's just that I am conscious of my changing, how my feelings and ideas go to and fro, and I'm (sometimes) able to tell them, somehow. You may not see every thread of these spiderwebs I write.
Here I leave my message in this bottle. You all are my ocean, the way my message go through, and see if it gets somewhere.